Wow ! freaking out Christmas !!

Haha.. 1st thing thank god there was no rain ytd !!
Visited quite a number of places in singapore..
~Marine Barrage
~Raffles place
~Esplanade thearthe
~Merlion
~Marina Bay New Year' countdown venue
~and finally Orchard Road !!
hahaha.. luckyly it was not as crowded as the eve of Christmas
NEway will upload all the image i take
Enjoy ~
Cheers !!

Christmas in Singapore@Orchard

D@mn! forgot to bring my camera..
took with my phone.. cacat de >"<
hmm.. was freaking crowded..
and i was like in "Tokyo City"
NEway there was way too much of leng lui and pretty girls XD
it was so crowded until i bump myself into many leng lui..
besides.. i was cool when the play the "spraying stuff" not sure wad it is called..
hmm.. will be going tomolo (25th) again with my camera..
and lets pray that it dont rain like today !!!
quite tired walking whole day..
signing off ~

How shud i... ?

erm..
its like
aiyo how to say a?
going back to seremban to study
was a gud new fer me..
but when i think more deep in to it
how shud i think bout it?
gud?
bad?
or shud i appreciate it?
arh ..~
gud one will be - i will be studying wif my frens again
naton ur wishes has come true as u pray for me to come back o.O
bad one will be.. there will not be computering for me .. haizz
i told some of my frens.. most of them says the 1st word that my parents dont let me use it
but turn back.. its like only me gonna stay in seremban while my family will be in singapore
recently.. thought reli deeply..
shud i appreciate it? and do my very best fer it?
totaly out of my mind..
wad am i thinking recently
arh.. after back to seremban.. i cant sms Jas often..
will it be sad?
or will it ruined something between us?
arh !! i guess my Jas will understand..
how am i gonna face my fren in future?
as i confidently say i will be studying in Singapore next yr..
reli dissapointed at my self..
wad can i di now?
wad if i reli flop my final?
Gawd !!
NEway wil finish my christmas & new year first..
Merry Christmas to
~Jas
~Ntn
~Penny
~Julia
~QiuQing
~Adalia
~Catherine
~Steph
~JCG's member
~My family

HOHOHO~

Decision time !

Spoke wif my dad !
He told me.. "Serve you, dont regret now. As a father i still need to support u till form 5 in JB"
i was speechless 0.O"
i told him "can i go back to S'ban to study"
he said " for? mixing around wif bad influence? and flop ur Final year?"
i was speechless again
actually i do really hope to go back to S'ban to study
i told him " i give u my promise by going back to S'ban to study and ban myself from gaming"
he said nothing.
he went into the room with my mum to discuss
came out he said "alright since u made a promise, i hope that u wont break it. Besides this the fnal year for you. u dont have any fren in JB. So i hope u will keep your word"
i was like speechless again(happy)
i said " Thank you. i made my promise, and i will keep it.


From December 31th 11.59pm
i guess i will be turning into a new leaf !
All da best Tijen

o.O"

lol..
it came out exactly on the 9th Dec
as one of the gal told..
and it was wad i predicted..
that the gal was gonna fail her test..
and goes same to me..
Screwed up !
haizz wad can i do next? wasted almost a years my form 4 in malaysia
going to form 5 next year which i dunno i can catch up wad the teacher is teaching
most probarly gonna study in JB.. shit !
with all the gangsters.. mat rempet >"<
haiyo.. mafan !!
I really dunno wad my future gonna be..
my education life?
my working life?
my personal life?
.... D@mn !
as i told to Jas..
my family member will like emo-ing wif me..
it really happens..
and i hardly can use the comp lately
NEway decided to continue wif my form 5
then will see towards my result..
if it is good.. then might go on for diploma..
singapore minimum education lvl required will be the diploma.. and its the minimum..
Can i do it?
Can I ?
Worried..
Hyper Tension !!
Education prob..
parents prob..
personal life prob..
frens prob..
siblings prob..
Wad else?
wad gonna be next ?
Wad if my O level result sucks?
wad if i screwed my form 5?
and i'm gonna be shamefull when frens ask me bout result..
especially the closest to me..
Do i have the face to see them? approach to them?
can i open my mouth?
....
can i give up my life?
which is the stupidest thing to do ...
im totally out of my mind..
God i ask the route to be brighter..
but u just shut it off..
why?

3rd bloody miserable day!!

Why ?why? why?
wads happening to MOE
damn it
making me freaking shit worried!
i cant contact them ..
i 4got today was public Holiday !!
all the hari raya stuff !!!
arh ~~~
freaking me off... !!!
shit! there's one more applicant mail me today saying that
he got the result.. Oh man !!!
there was one still saying it will be one the 9th Dec
which is tomolo..
I'm waiting !!!
God.. i saw some shining way..
but im not sure whether it is the right one anot..
PLS make the route brighter...

oww~ Bro going back Turks !

how sad!

after 4 weeks of holiday wif us~

i relly cant bare him going.

NEway somehow got some sweet moment in da airport too..

its me on da left and right my bro (Navin)

NEway see u in 11 months again..

Adios ~