o.O"

lol..
it came out exactly on the 9th Dec
as one of the gal told..
and it was wad i predicted..
that the gal was gonna fail her test..
and goes same to me..
Screwed up !
haizz wad can i do next? wasted almost a years my form 4 in malaysia
going to form 5 next year which i dunno i can catch up wad the teacher is teaching
most probarly gonna study in JB.. shit !
with all the gangsters.. mat rempet >"<
haiyo.. mafan !!
I really dunno wad my future gonna be..
my education life?
my working life?
my personal life?
.... D@mn !
as i told to Jas..
my family member will like emo-ing wif me..
it really happens..
and i hardly can use the comp lately
NEway decided to continue wif my form 5
then will see towards my result..
if it is good.. then might go on for diploma..
singapore minimum education lvl required will be the diploma.. and its the minimum..
Can i do it?
Can I ?
Worried..
Hyper Tension !!
Education prob..
parents prob..
personal life prob..
frens prob..
siblings prob..
Wad else?
wad gonna be next ?
Wad if my O level result sucks?
wad if i screwed my form 5?
and i'm gonna be shamefull when frens ask me bout result..
especially the closest to me..
Do i have the face to see them? approach to them?
can i open my mouth?
....
can i give up my life?
which is the stupidest thing to do ...
im totally out of my mind..
God i ask the route to be brighter..
but u just shut it off..
why?

3rd bloody miserable day!!

Why ?why? why?
wads happening to MOE
damn it
making me freaking shit worried!
i cant contact them ..
i 4got today was public Holiday !!
all the hari raya stuff !!!
arh ~~~
freaking me off... !!!
shit! there's one more applicant mail me today saying that
he got the result.. Oh man !!!
there was one still saying it will be one the 9th Dec
which is tomolo..
I'm waiting !!!
God.. i saw some shining way..
but im not sure whether it is the right one anot..
PLS make the route brighter...

oww~ Bro going back Turks !

how sad!

after 4 weeks of holiday wif us~

i relly cant bare him going.

NEway somehow got some sweet moment in da airport too..

its me on da left and right my bro (Navin)

NEway see u in 11 months again..

Adios ~

2nd MISERABLE day

arh !!
today is the second day..
and i was like.. pppf !!
cant even write out wad is it my mind..
trying to just throw my whole brain into the computer !!
o.O"
i mail some of my frens hu taken the same test wif me..
some said... 9th Dec
some said it was on the 6th Dec..
so it was like not even lol..
all of my frens hu take sponsorship by a company all passed >.<"
arhhh !!!
that was freaking me out when i got their mail !!
erk.. smilarly there was a reply from someone (which i dunno hu was it)
replies saying she also havent get any reply from the MOE
but I'm thinking that she also failed her test >"<
decided too call them if i nvr get my result tomolo..
and will be just the man will gonna face all the consequences from family..
haizzz.. i guess it wont be easy..
swtness ~ but somehow will try my best !
God i still cant see u shiny way !! Pls show me !
Thanks

Miserable day...

Oh man.. !
wad a miserable day was today..
it was the day my AEIS result announced !
but i kept waiting from last night till today..
but still no word from the MOE.. (Ministry of Education)
i checked their website and it was written
on the 6th december 2008 school
"Applicants who pass the AEIS centralised test would be offered a place in a suitable school for the academic year starting in January 2009"
then i read further down.. irs written
"Unsuccessful applicants will be notified."
i was like.. Wad the !
did i failed because not getting a notice from them about offered place in school.
i was afraid and tot i failed and will only get the notice next day or the day after tomolo..
i was worrying since 6th december 12.20 am till 4 sumthing.. could'nt sleep
then when i came to 2.30pm which i normally take my lunch..
i could'nt ate up and only took quarter of my daily lunch meal !!
and when i came to the nites.. i was totally our of appetite..
could'nt even swallow my own sliver
till now sharp 12 midnight im gonna post this blog..
still with ma empty stomach..
God.. pls shine a way fer me!!
...

haiz bored ~

haizz nothing to do...
got some of my picture
when i was on my way back to Singapore from jb
lalala ~

My nike shoe..

one of my bro's one

XD

Im kinda sweating..

water pls !!


My watch..
bargained from 218 SGD to 128 SGD
hahaha... thx uncle !


My bro's pure silver..
he gave it to me
actually the hook is not pure de..
its broken
so i repaired cos me only SGD 4..
hahaha !

Cousin's Wedding..

huhu..

attend cousin wedding at 29/11

somewhere around jb town..

not so far.. but NEway just went fer it..

was'nt so nice or anything interestingthe middle 2 was the one hu getting married..

girl was my cousin..

and the boy was someone..